sigh* babay gUys.. i WUd sUreLY miS YOu. thaNks fOR aLL.. it wAS a nicE experiEnce meeting YOu aLL.. pisay Lyf wUd nevEr bE thE saMe.. hahai.. reaLLY.. iLOveu sOooo mUch baTch 06. shinE On iLLumina!!
a lonely soul
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Monday, March 27, 2006
11:10 AM
damn! 3 dayS tO gO aND wE'rE leaving thE gROuNds oF pisay. sigH* thinkIng of graduating makeS me sicK.. aYOko pa.. i wiLL miS thE batch, aBsOLUteLy. hai..
laSt marCh 17 anD 18, wE haD Our retreat. what a retreat!! it waS sO tOuching anD sOUL changing. i LearneD tO vaLue everythinG. esPeciaLLy thE night wE had, iyakaN gaLore.. thOugh wE haD a hard tym keePing thE quiet envirOnment,. it waS a fUn expeRiencE fOr aLL of Us..
aND thE intraMS waS sOoo eMotiOnaL aND chaOtic, i think..i LearneD tO FUckin hatE jiLLyka!! daMn thaT bitch. sEE yOu in hELL mOtherfucker! wELL, datS d bad part Of it, thE gOod part waS-wE wOn ovER-aLL chamPiOn this yeaR. nOT tO meNtiOn aLSo LAst yir wE haD thE trOphy tOo.. oUr cheering praCticEs, sULit.. aLL thE swEat aNd bRuiseS.. aNd i LovEd my baskettOss dUring the CheerdanCe it waS sOo "bring it On" thANkS tO ALLan anD maRL,. thEy reALLy diD catcH me daT tyM.. =D
gO iLLuMina. cOntinUe sprEAding thE ligHT.
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Sunday, March 12, 2006
6:05 PM
13 months na kmi sigh* itS gOod tO hear thOse wORds..
tgAL na pLA kmi bUt thE memorieS wEN i firsT meT him sEEmS lyk yesterdaY lang.. i rMmbEr wEN i first saW him.. sA haLo.. daNcing by thE ledgE.. partying thE nyt aWay.. he wAS lyk mE, a party piP.. noctURnaL na tao sa gabi ngSAsaYa.. malaking pasaway pa ako nun.. bisyo heRe and theRE.. aftEr dat, wLa LAng cya sa akiN.. nOrmaL na taO sa haLo.. dEN, onE satURday, jan29'05..sA maLL.. krizH sAw her FOrmER kLasmeYt,c vir.. anD vir waS wid hiM.. kLAsmeytS pLA cLA.. hmm.. pinakiLALa sakin ni krizh c vir prO hindi cya.. dEN.. wLA na.. wE separateD wayS.. puntA kminG paRking LOt ni krizh.. tPos bigLA andUn cLA.. humABOL atA. dEn ngkausaP kmi.. fREndS na usapaN.. hE BOrrowEd my fOne.. tingin2x ng picS dUn.. < un pLa hinahanAP nya namE ko sA mgA pics >.. tpOs invyt cLa ni krizh sa hauZ nLA mgdinneR.. tPos un ngdinnER cLA sa artiaga.hmm.. tinaNong kO namE nya.. "JEP" daw.. ok.. dEn uwi na cLA.. tPOs puntA kaming haLo nUN.. bigLA dUamting cya..nkapOrma.. hmm.. lapit xa sa amin.. tPOs..akO pachansing2x sa kanya.. hehehe.. he waS cUte thOugh.. tPos umaLis cya puntA sya sa frENds nya.. naisipan nmin pmnta ng aUtoshOp nun.. umaLis kmi ng hALo ng di ngpapaalam sa kanya. aftEr nUn, di n kmi ngkausap..
PrOm nyt.. fEb12'05.. aftER prOm.. sUndO ako nLA krizh marian anD rUssELL sa men sEng.. gimik daw.. puntA kmi aUtosHOp.. daming tAO nun kasi vALentineS cELEbratiOn ng mga pipS.. di kmi nkapaSOk first.. tPos.. tambay2x sa labas.. den, nkita ko xa.. uy.. agen pormanG porma.. lapit sa amin.. tPos ngkabirUan.. tPos bigLA nging kami.. wEird mxado.. sa akin nun, di sEryOsonG reLAsyon tOh.. fLing.. prO..........
ngtaGAL kmi.. hai.. i nvEr kneW i wOuLd fALL in Love lyk thiS.. kinALimutAN kO Lahat.. aS in lahat.!! pinkilala kO ngA kay mAMa pati sa kuya ko.. ui.. matapang!! prO chOks parin.. tinanggAP xa,.. buti nLAng.. lahat ng bisyO kO nwaLA prAng BUbbLE.. hehehe.. dahiL un sA isaNG tAO.. isaNG gAGOng tAO na ngpabALiw sa akin.. wELL.. nO regREtS!!! i LovE thiS neW Lyf.. bsTa anjAN cya. hE sHowED mE HOw TO Live lyf na wALAng bisyo..
bwit.. thankS fOR thE LovE and caRE.. sa lahat!!!!! aywabyU!! aLAm mO yan!! =D
a lonely soul
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Monday, March 06, 2006
9:24 PM
daMn!! i paSSed math 5.. thE subject i haD faiLed fOr 3 quarters!! anD fOr the firsT tym, in my sEnior yir i pASSed!!
waHoo.. cELEbratE! rejOice gurL..! uMm.. sOooooo.. hApi anD i miN haPpy iM sOo saD graduatE na kmi.. thinking aBOut it tinGLes my sPine.. mEn!! thiS sucks.. i wOnder wEn wiLL i evEr sEe them agEN? my batchmateS?.. i wUd sUreLy miSS dEm..
i fiNALLy gEt thE chancE tO reJOicE.. aND trEAt myseLF fOr a JOb wELL dOne.. uMm.. i wUd Lyk tO say thANks tO migS hU heLped mE dUring thE exam. =) sOri fOr beinG sUch a parasitE deN.. peaCe awt! bawi laNg akO.. aLso tO jacqueS!tnX piPs!!
mwaH*
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
oBviouSLy, im starting tO creatE dis thing.. and im having a hard tym.. weL.. itS nOT bAD tO try bLogging..=D d pa xa tPos. and i badLy nid heLp..
graduatiOn's nearing! daMN.. i nEver tHOught tym fLieS sO fASt.. oh weLL.. hELLO cOLLegE!
i dOn't WAnna staRT being mUshy agEn.. it sUcks!
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