coLLege na.. can't imagine mysELf im diS oLd.. i recaLL wEn i was jUst kindErgartEn. hm.. iNnoCent.. sOo carefREe.. nO prObLEm at ALL..
daMn!sO fUcked Up.. wat d hell is wrOng?...
right nOw im sOoo cOnfused.. i dOn't knOw wat tO dO.. i jUst wanted a perfect well not rily perfect but almost, relationsHip.. i gueSS i just expectEd tOo mUch.. i shUdn't havE tOt of it tO bE dat way.. stUpiD! evErything sEems tO be in plaCe befOre.. wat d heLL is gOing oN nOw?!..war hEre anD thEre.. a gLoomy fEEling bEtween us.. pOotik!.. wE're bOth suffEring hEre..
thE bOnd wE havE betwwen us is gEtting thinner and thinner as dayS gOes by..
i dOn't knOw why i stil don't want thiS tO end! i DOnt Fuckin knOw why.. wat dO i havE tO dO tO kip thiS reLatioNship puLL thrOugh?
daMn!! if onLy...
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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- Em -
em_cute13[a]yahoo.com
19.BSbio DDC student
single but unavailable
addict pretending to be a scholar
gangsta princess
party goer
car lover
ciara worshipper
billiard freak
full time dreamer
alcoholic.smoker