can't take it no more i fiL im dying inside!! if.. if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice.. tang ina!! sOri sa emo shit!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Thursday, October 26, 2006
1:59 AM
gOt nothing Else tO do bUt tO bLurt Out everything iM feEling right nOw.. iM siCc of jUst cryinG in a cOrneR..im tried of hOping daT tyM wOuld fLy as fAst aS hOw chEetaS rUN.. iM GOing craZy praYing dat hE'LL bE baCk..
pOor bLog.. tsk3.. damay k pa... emO shit!!
i riLy miSs him anD as thE day gOes by it sEems to sinK in morE.. i knOw i sHud nOt deAL wiD it tO mUch fOr i myt tUrn insAne [and start tO eat my hair!!].. fUck diS craP! fUck diS shit im fEeling ryt nOw.. tang ina!! gugMa n jUd ni!!
-- thorNs piErce so deep in my hart, and it bleeds, it hurts wen wer apart --
i wana evaporate aND disAppeAR in thin air..i want the ground to suddenly engulf me anD eat mE alivE..i wanA bE burieD alive.. 6ft undEr.. untiL i sUffocatE anD diE.. i wana diE.. i riLy dO.. =(
bUt... i stiL waNa hOld on.. HOld on tO dat singLe promiSe u madE.. dat uL bE back.. iL w8, eVen it meANs w8ing forevEr.. cOz i did swOre rmmbEr?..dat iL nvEr lovE agEn.. the way im Loving u.. and i know, i wOn't finD anodEr guy better daN u.. coZ ur simpLy thE bEst.. =) lovE u my psycho Loco.
sHOut-Out tO my brkDA.. mga wLay fUturE cLub.. tnX fOr being dEr fOr mE..fOr puLLing baCk my hair wEn im dRunk aNd starts tO vomit.. fOr trying to mke me feel okay from diS crap i'm in.. fOr sharinG thE painS i havE.. iL fOreveR cherish oL thE tagay SessionS aLong wid aLL thE bottLes oF Red hOrse aND eMpE we had aNd oL thE cigaRs wE puffEd [apil pa ang candies ni geLai]... uhm.. gELai, ish, eLLa and tAw2.. i Love u mga choi.. rOck On!!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006
5:03 AM
bagonG buhay... hehehe... got a nEw template.. hmm.. wla lng trip lng.. hmm.. la p gni xa tagboard..*sigh ------- Kahit anino mo sa malayo Ay nais masulyapan Upang mapawi Ang lamig Subalit ngayoy wala na Ikaw ay lumayo na Naaalala ko ang mga gabing nakahiga sa ilalim ng kalawakan Naaalala ko ang mga gabing magkatabi sa ulan [i miSs yOu babybOi..sOoo mUch..]
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Monday, October 23, 2006
1:34 PM
sOmething's going tO hapPen.. krOn p na auS n keO tanaN!! shit!! i canT heLp but fiL diS way,. GOd riLy dOn't want mE tO be haPi.. ivE fOund my reaSOn foR everything.. my reaSon fOR living thE pErfect lyf.. tpOs maudLot p jud.. putang ina!! y do u hav to go?.. ginakapoi nko.. im tired of intoxicating myself.. of crying.. of pretending im ok wen im not.. =,(
im just holding on..to a single, thin thread..im just holding on to ur promise... that'l ul be back.. someday...
----From the very first time that we kissed I knew that I just couldn't let you go at all From this day on, remember this That you're the only one that I adore Can we make this last forever This can't be a dream 'Cause it feels so good to me----
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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- Em -
em_cute13[a]yahoo.com
19.BSbio DDC student
single but unavailable
addict pretending to be a scholar
gangsta princess
party goer
car lover
ciara worshipper
billiard freak
full time dreamer
alcoholic.smoker
