it's time. i'm going to the doctor at 1030 dis morning. and i'm kind of nervous. actually, i really don't like my sickness or watever it is be known to everyone especially myself. i'm not into knowing it because i'll be limited in everything i do. i have to watch what i eat, drink and do. and it sucks. yeah, it really does. oh well. wla mgawa. i have to go to a doctor because it really do hurts. i can't even enjoy late parties because it suddenly restrains me from moving or even laughing. i have to. for the sake of living longer. hahahaha.
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Sunday, January 27, 2008
1:22 PM
im back. i didn't change my template or blog. laziness strikes me. il start to update and continue this blog nlng. hmm... im bored. got nothing to do here at home. thanks to the invented television and computer. it both saved me from getting crazy because of boredom. and its a hot day today. and i meant hot. superbly hot. it sucks. i can't even go out the house to smoke. (yeah2 i have to go out just to smoke) im feeling lazy. such a sloth. i want to take a bath but i don't. i want to cope up with this freakin' heat but i'm too lazy to.
skul. about it. uhm..i dunno how i shud describe my current status at skul. im failing, generally that's it. but, i stil have a few classes that i revived and hopefully it will pass til the end of the semester. i haven't attended english class every since this semester began(about two months ago)and now i have to. 730 in the morning class sucks! ive got to get up so early which i really hate. i have to. i really have to. or else, agen il fail. fail. im such a failure when it comes to skul.hehehe.. =D
oh yeah.i forgot. im sick. really sick. my stomach suddenly hurts,terribly. ive got ulcer dude! i have to avoid fatty foods and i have to avoid alcoholic beverages for crying out loud!! damn! my addiction. it will soon end. no. not now. hahahaha.. i still can drink anyway. a few shots nlng but at least i still can. kaya pa. eventually ill end up drinking naman. hahaha.. once a drinker, always a drinker. alcohol runs through my blood and nothing can change that. bleh. =P
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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