shattered dreams

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broken dreams
a shattered heart
a lonely soul

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Monday, March 31, 2008
12:14 PM

bwisit jud buh! haven't recieved any txt from him today. kalagot! tpOs xa btaw. he rages like hell kay wla lng natubag iyang call. na kblo btaw xa nka silent jud na pirmi akong fone tpos ng kaon ko atoh! bwisit jud! bhala ka ayawg txt! pwe!

a lonely soul
with a shattered heart

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Wednesday, March 26, 2008
10:39 AM

i came across something today. it was totally inspiring. it also lifted my spirit up and drew some of my fears away. i don't want to identify what it was. bsta tnx to it, it totally helped me a lot. to realize things i should've way back.

excitement. that's the feeling i have right now. everybody has this feeling since they knew about it. im having a litol one. hahaha.. funny right? too young to have one. probably people think im stupid for being a teenage mudra. yeah, i thought of being so damn stupid the first time i knew. but right now, everything sinked in already. im gonna be a mommy and i don't care if everybody would curse me for it. they don't know what im feeling. hahaha.. i just can't explain.. yeah, i know it's hard. i can already feel it. pro kaya mn. i think i can. anyone can. this situation im in helped me to be a better person. not to mention, the no drinking no smoking ordinance everybody implented on me, it did thought me a lot of things. to be more responsible. i'm beginning to think everything that my mom tells me when she's scolding me are all true. hahahaha.. kaya kau.. tsk3. la lng..

tama ka tinay. bhalag wala'y daddy bsta your baby's doing okay. everything's going to be A-alright! pro daddy's still here for my litol baby. i guess. ewan lng soon. pro right now, he's helping out. pro still, gahi mn ug ulo. pabadlong japon. still gives me worries, pro at a lesser rate. hehehe,,.. wla gni ko gireplyan kron kay ng tanaw ata ug pokemon.. C= hahai,i don't know what will happen tomorrow or next week or soon.. damn! Only God knows. too bad,i don't.

a lonely soul
with a shattered heart

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Monday, March 24, 2008
11:37 AM

another hot monday. another boring day at home. i wonder if my mother didn't plan on having a 24/7 net connection here at home. damn! it wud be as boring as hell. luckily, she did. i shud thank her for that.

last week was holy week. and unlike my past holy weeks where id go out and partied with frends and do hapi2 stuff, i just stayed at home. eat, watched DVD's, surfed the internet and many other things that you can do with the supervision of your parents. it was great but still i didn't do anything worthy and productive,right? watcha think?.. lol.

watched kyle xy season 1. i really liked the show. and i loOooove matt dallas' eyes. dang! i was so into it i didn't bother to open my email and stuff. got really hooked with the show, terribly. i skipped even eating the food my mother bought me. hahaha.. i can't wait to start watching the 2nd season of it. hmm.. giving my opinion about the show, the female asset (XX) wud be fighting kyle soon. dunno. or maybe she'll be asked to terminate kyle. or watever. =D woah!.. am i really into it or not? i mean, i don't usually care about shows that much.

hahaha. funny.. maybe i'm just looking for something interesting to do this summer like watching lots and lots of shows and stuff. of course, il be staying home for like the whole summer(not really whole, maybe 3/4 of it). i rarely go out and hang out in the mall or at the beach. it's just dat i can't, i just don't want to. i feel tired just thinking of basking under the sun or walking around downtown. it's just so hot outside. sooperbly hot. as in like davao's a big hot oven. i mean, helo! of course! it's summer. summer means hot, the sun, cute boys on the beach and along with maybe having a sunburn. but can the weather be a bit colder. around 30 degrees celsius perhaps. it's just so hot even if im inside the house. oh i wish, and now im starting to love the rain. tsk3.

bsta. i don't like going out. id rather stay at home and do my stuff. eat, eat, and eat some more. also ive got no moolah right now. school's out and no summer classes for me. that's why, im terribly poor as of now. and if id get some cash, i wud spend it directly on buying a gallon of ice cream. so, id rather stay at home and eat my ice cream. yum! =P

btw, i had a weird dream last night. not weird, uhm.. nostalgic dream? i was in my highschool days. the academic building of pisay. giggling with the gang. then me, hubs and becky went sa guardhouse. passed the covered pathwalk then asked the kuya guard to buy us some "pinaypay na saging" outside on the count that we're not allowed to go out the campus unless if it's already dismissal time. den we went inside eating our "pinaypay na saging" then the bell rang and suddenly i found myself with agen hubs and becky in a taxi riding on the way home. dats it. then i woke up. hmm.. creepy huh?.. nostalgia striked even in my dreams. =D just shows i really miss them..

becky and hubs.

a lonely soul
with a shattered heart

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Monday, March 10, 2008
5:42 PM

just finished my burger. *yum2!.. burp

am i gEtting big?.. gOsh* i think i really am. waistline check: 29in. uh-huh.. nOw teL me, am i big or wat?.. nOoooo... but,stiLL im pretty hOt. hahahaha.. i stil can make bOys break der necks. yeah,.am pretty.. hahahaha..

oh crap! i am taLking sh*t!

things really changed. my lifestyle changed. a big tremendous change. damn! i get tired easily. i can eat 6 green mangoes in half a day. my tummy's gOt these weird movements which macky loves tO play wid. i eat tOns and tOns of food. no chocolate for a day sucks. and the biggest, f*ckin changed dat happened was: *drumroLL* NO ALCOHOL DRINKING. NO SMOKING. NO DOPIN'. yeah. the hell my life is right now.

but,. think of the positive side of it b*tch!.. uv gOt tO stOp fOr sOme1. ur nOt onLy d 1 tO suffer if u dOn't, sO dOn't get tO pissed off abOut the situation. sOon, uL eventuaLi be abLe tO gO back tO partying and stuff. =D sO smiLe!

a lonely soul
with a shattered heart

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