shattered dreams

Monday, March 24, 2008
11:37 AM

another hot monday. another boring day at home. i wonder if my mother didn't plan on having a 24/7 net connection here at home. damn! it wud be as boring as hell. luckily, she did. i shud thank her for that.

last week was holy week. and unlike my past holy weeks where id go out and partied with frends and do hapi2 stuff, i just stayed at home. eat, watched DVD's, surfed the internet and many other things that you can do with the supervision of your parents. it was great but still i didn't do anything worthy and productive,right? watcha think?.. lol.

watched kyle xy season 1. i really liked the show. and i loOooove matt dallas' eyes. dang! i was so into it i didn't bother to open my email and stuff. got really hooked with the show, terribly. i skipped even eating the food my mother bought me. hahaha.. i can't wait to start watching the 2nd season of it. hmm.. giving my opinion about the show, the female asset (XX) wud be fighting kyle soon. dunno. or maybe she'll be asked to terminate kyle. or watever. =D woah!.. am i really into it or not? i mean, i don't usually care about shows that much.

hahaha. funny.. maybe i'm just looking for something interesting to do this summer like watching lots and lots of shows and stuff. of course, il be staying home for like the whole summer(not really whole, maybe 3/4 of it). i rarely go out and hang out in the mall or at the beach. it's just dat i can't, i just don't want to. i feel tired just thinking of basking under the sun or walking around downtown. it's just so hot outside. sooperbly hot. as in like davao's a big hot oven. i mean, helo! of course! it's summer. summer means hot, the sun, cute boys on the beach and along with maybe having a sunburn. but can the weather be a bit colder. around 30 degrees celsius perhaps. it's just so hot even if im inside the house. oh i wish, and now im starting to love the rain. tsk3.

bsta. i don't like going out. id rather stay at home and do my stuff. eat, eat, and eat some more. also ive got no moolah right now. school's out and no summer classes for me. that's why, im terribly poor as of now. and if id get some cash, i wud spend it directly on buying a gallon of ice cream. so, id rather stay at home and eat my ice cream. yum! =P

btw, i had a weird dream last night. not weird, uhm.. nostalgic dream? i was in my highschool days. the academic building of pisay. giggling with the gang. then me, hubs and becky went sa guardhouse. passed the covered pathwalk then asked the kuya guard to buy us some "pinaypay na saging" outside on the count that we're not allowed to go out the campus unless if it's already dismissal time. den we went inside eating our "pinaypay na saging" then the bell rang and suddenly i found myself with agen hubs and becky in a taxi riding on the way home. dats it. then i woke up. hmm.. creepy huh?.. nostalgia striked even in my dreams. =D just shows i really miss them..

becky and hubs.

a lonely soul
with a shattered heart

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